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Ugh. So I realized today that I will have to inform my female genetic donor (not a mother, never a mother) about me being trans. I'm on her car insurance (cheaper for me that way) and she will not take it well.

She flipped out when I cut my hair. She flipped out when she found out about me legally filing to change my name. I don't even want to know what she'll do when she hears about this.

Sadly I can't call the insurance and change it myself, because the insurance lady is a friend of hers and will blab like there's no tomorrow. Frankly if I never had to tell her I could die a happy man but eventually I'll have to let her know.

But I don't want to. Ugh. I don't know what to do.